Hey yall. I changed my hair. I'm still getting used to it. It's much bigger in person.
I'm on Spring Break this week and I have had to pause getting my life so hard because I have caught the sick.
Sooooo I am still perplexed as to why guys ask for your number and don't call or guys who say they "really like you" wait for weeks to call or text. If I ain't your type of hype, it's cool, just let me know. But why go through all the rigmarole (word of the day) of asking for my number or randomly calling or texting if you can't or won't be consistent?
But as we all know, people do what they want to do. It's up to you to show people how to treat you. Busy ain't that dang busy. GTFOHWTBS.
I was seeing a guy for a while last year. We had similar interests, we had lots of laughs and...wait for it....he was tall. (I KNOW!) I really enjoyed being with him but I could tell he wasn't always "present" with me. He would be distracted at times when we were together. We had some stops and starts when we were seeing one another and I couldn't figure out why we couldn't get it together. He finally broke down and told me that he was still seeing his ex-girlfriend. I knew that before we met he had gone through a breakup so I thought all of that was over. Once he was honest with me I stopped seeing him.
Denim shirt: Zara
Men's jeans (I just found these again!): Rummage sale
Shoes: Jessica Simpson Waleo
He would still call and want to go out and as much as I wanted to, I resisted. He told me that he wasn't sure what he wanted to do, if he wanted to be with the ex or with me. And I had an epiphany when I was in the shower (I told y'all my best thoughts come when I am in the shower), God is not going to send you someone who doesn't know if they want to be with you. He is going to send you someone who doesn't want to run the risk of letting you go.
I strongly, strongly believe that there is someone who is out there. Who is for me. And it is not a matter of if but of when.
But in the meantime all of these biscuits (i.e. flaky folks) are getting on my neeeeerrrrrrvvvvveeeessss!!!!!